Forgiveness

This past week I have learned a lot about forgiveness. All around me people were being forgiven and it was genuine. I also found out that the hardest thing to do is forgive yourself. Especially if you've hurt someone that means a lot to you. I for the first time have forgiven myself for situation that happened between my female best friend of 13 years and I. The situation occurred literally 3 years ago and just yesterday forgave myself for it. I feel relieved and like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Even though there are more things that we need to settle I am happy with the fact that I took the initial step in trying to fix it. Even though she nugged me a little bit lol. I've been avoiding the confrontation with her for those 3 years and I don't know why, other than the fact I was scared. Scared of what she might say to me, or scared of what the outcome might be. But once we got the talking I realized there was nothing to be afraid of, and the fact that she said that I have never been a fearful person just gave me all the more reason to talk to her. I say all of this to say this, Forgiving is hard enough as it is, but when it comes down to forgiving yourself when you know you were in the wrong that is the hardest task. So cut yourself some slack and be more willing to forgive yourself especially if the person that you hurt, has already forgivin you. Also don't let things lingure too long it may make it worse for yourself. Nip the situation right in the butt therefore people know exactly whats going on in your head. Let me know what you tink.

Whoa!!!!

I believe that we all have these types of powers... Maybe not this extreme but we do have inner powers that we have not tapped into. Think about it, the average human only uses 10% of the actually mental power, what is the extra 90% capable of? I think that we have strayed away from becoming one with ourselves and have relied on technology of the day to run our lives. Even as I am typing this I'm being sort of hypocritical because I'm using my laptop to get across my message, but that's the only way I know how lol. When I watched this video I was in complete and utter amazement. One because just the initial shock of him setting the newspaper on fire and two because it made me feel like it is possible to become a superhero like Superman and all those crazy mofo's in tights. I mean every cartoon or movie had to derive from somewhere. So maybe we all have these superhuman powers but a person like Professor Xavier, has a mental forcefield around our mental power, and that's why they know the exact percentage of the average menatal usage.... LOL... For those ppl that do not know me that last rant of craziness was a joke... I have a Tangent Mind... Shit can you blame me? I just go off in a whole new direction sometimes. But let me know your feedback on the video...

Great Dane Almighty

Great Dane's are my all time favorite type of dog. They are beautiful, strong, loyal, and will always be your best friend. You see how loyal Scooby was. I love the fact that they are huge dogs. I hate those small tea cup dogs. I always feel like I'm going to step on one and kill it. They remind me of little rodents. lol... Some of them are cute though I must admit but I can't see myself owning one. Plus how weird would it look if you saw a man that 6'5 walking a Shitzu? I want people to see me with my dog and be amazed at the tall stature of both of us.

HOOKAH, HOOKAH, HOOKAH!!!!!!!

Wow, I thought just lounging was amazing, try lounging while smoking hookah. Hookah is like getting high but nicer. It's smooth and smells amazing(Pineapple, Lime and a shot of Vodka highly recommended) and it takes you there but not to the edge. Last night me and the guys went to a hookah bar in NYC and we had a blast. Hookah just gets you madd loose. There was 2 female birthday parties I found myself giving a lap dance to one as a "bday gift". I probably would've done it any way but I blamed it on the Hookah... lol... Try it if you can!!!!!