Pre-Destiny & Freewill in Matrimony

So today I was writing a song and it had me thinking about my life and how everything fell into place for me. I do believe in pre-destiny but I also believe that God gave us the power of free-will. So how do those two thing exist if they are polar opposites? Today I think I've figured it out.

Ones life is predestined but one still has the power of free-will to CHOOSE what destiny he/she wants. I feel like we as humans and spiritual beings have OPTIONS of different destinies. Here's an analogy that I came up with: You know that racing video game in the movie theatre called "Outrun"? Most guys do lol, but if you don't well it has this huge map and you have to get to the checkpoints before the time runs out while trying to avoid all these other cars. But before you get to these checkpoints, there are forks in the road and you have the choice to go either way. Either route you take is going to lead you to the finish line but, the route in which you take determines the difficulty of the level and also the scenery.

So when talking in the terms of life, everyone has their multiple finish lines, what it really comes down to, is the journey. So take a look at your map and ask yourself which finish line do you what to end up at? Then ask "Which scenic route will I take?"

It's funny how people thought that Hip Hop was just a fad. Look at us now. Hip Hop has consumed the world. But Hip Hop has been around since the beginning of time. From our ancestry in Africa telling stories, to slaves singing their songs on the field, to now. The only difference now is that it has a new name. And I am proud to be part of this culture. It is the only culture that doesn't discriminate or have a color. And I say culture because Hip Hop is a culture. Lets think for a second. What are the main things that define a culture? Music, Garb, Art, and Environment. In Hip Hop our music is Rap music, our Garb is whatever we feel (lol), our Art is Graffiti, and our Environment is any inner city in the world now. We have grown so much that I can barely keep up with the culture lol. Even though there are some things that I don't agree with as far as the music is concerned but that is minor detail. We've come from the parks in Harlem trying to get signed by record labels to owning these record labels. That just shows the power that Hip Hop has. Aaaahhh victoire!!!! Thats victory in French if you didnt know lol... Thanx Rich lol

WTF!!!

I have never been to a strip club in my life. Believe it or not... And I promised myself I would never go. Reason being I feel like you're spending your money on blue balls. Stupid and its not me... Until I saw this fucking video. This video made me want to go to a strip right then and there. Well at least one where the women are doing the spectacular shit that she was doing. When I saw the shit that she was doing my fucking mouth dropped. And no shes not naked (pervs). She has just made pole dancing into an art.

A salute to MICHAEL KORS- One of my favorite designers

Car that I WILL get!!!!!!

BMW 750i Sedan
-Starting at $80,300 MSRP

I like it because it's such an executive car. You see someone in this you know they're the boss of some shit. I am the boss of my shit.

Can't wait

Project 100 11th

Now this here is still in the works. They are still building it and as soon as they finish i want to have a condo in it. It should be ready to move in later this spring. The design fits my style all the way. Especially since I am a bachelor. The space is nice and wide open, the fixtures are modern, scenery is grand. Its just a great place to go and relax. your apartment/house/condo should be your sanctuary and bring you peace and mind. Also just imagine coming from a great date, where the restaurant was spectacular you went for drinks at a lounge and then you bring her here... Awesome...

~Common Areas~

Now they said it is going to be an indoor and outdoor pool at the same time. HA! wow...

This going to be the lobby, restaurant and study area of the building

~Residence Area~

Living Area- Nice, clean and spacious with big windows.
Kitchen- Beautiful fixtures everything just looks perfect
Bathroom- Nothing to say, but perfection
Outside sitting area for guest.

Amazing I know. If you want to check out more info here's the link: http://www.nouvelchelsea.com/

Right now I know i don't have the money for this but if you put your mind to something that you aspire to posses 9 times out of 10 later on in life you will posses it. As long as you keep a positive attitude and keep the motivation that you need you can achieve anything.

Forgiveness

This past week I have learned a lot about forgiveness. All around me people were being forgiven and it was genuine. I also found out that the hardest thing to do is forgive yourself. Especially if you've hurt someone that means a lot to you. I for the first time have forgiven myself for situation that happened between my female best friend of 13 years and I. The situation occurred literally 3 years ago and just yesterday forgave myself for it. I feel relieved and like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Even though there are more things that we need to settle I am happy with the fact that I took the initial step in trying to fix it. Even though she nugged me a little bit lol. I've been avoiding the confrontation with her for those 3 years and I don't know why, other than the fact I was scared. Scared of what she might say to me, or scared of what the outcome might be. But once we got the talking I realized there was nothing to be afraid of, and the fact that she said that I have never been a fearful person just gave me all the more reason to talk to her. I say all of this to say this, Forgiving is hard enough as it is, but when it comes down to forgiving yourself when you know you were in the wrong that is the hardest task. So cut yourself some slack and be more willing to forgive yourself especially if the person that you hurt, has already forgivin you. Also don't let things lingure too long it may make it worse for yourself. Nip the situation right in the butt therefore people know exactly whats going on in your head. Let me know what you tink.

Whoa!!!!

I believe that we all have these types of powers... Maybe not this extreme but we do have inner powers that we have not tapped into. Think about it, the average human only uses 10% of the actually mental power, what is the extra 90% capable of? I think that we have strayed away from becoming one with ourselves and have relied on technology of the day to run our lives. Even as I am typing this I'm being sort of hypocritical because I'm using my laptop to get across my message, but that's the only way I know how lol. When I watched this video I was in complete and utter amazement. One because just the initial shock of him setting the newspaper on fire and two because it made me feel like it is possible to become a superhero like Superman and all those crazy mofo's in tights. I mean every cartoon or movie had to derive from somewhere. So maybe we all have these superhuman powers but a person like Professor Xavier, has a mental forcefield around our mental power, and that's why they know the exact percentage of the average menatal usage.... LOL... For those ppl that do not know me that last rant of craziness was a joke... I have a Tangent Mind... Shit can you blame me? I just go off in a whole new direction sometimes. But let me know your feedback on the video...

Great Dane Almighty

Great Dane's are my all time favorite type of dog. They are beautiful, strong, loyal, and will always be your best friend. You see how loyal Scooby was. I love the fact that they are huge dogs. I hate those small tea cup dogs. I always feel like I'm going to step on one and kill it. They remind me of little rodents. lol... Some of them are cute though I must admit but I can't see myself owning one. Plus how weird would it look if you saw a man that 6'5 walking a Shitzu? I want people to see me with my dog and be amazed at the tall stature of both of us.

HOOKAH, HOOKAH, HOOKAH!!!!!!!

Wow, I thought just lounging was amazing, try lounging while smoking hookah. Hookah is like getting high but nicer. It's smooth and smells amazing(Pineapple, Lime and a shot of Vodka highly recommended) and it takes you there but not to the edge. Last night me and the guys went to a hookah bar in NYC and we had a blast. Hookah just gets you madd loose. There was 2 female birthday parties I found myself giving a lap dance to one as a "bday gift". I probably would've done it any way but I blamed it on the Hookah... lol... Try it if you can!!!!!

Lounge Life

I personally hate people in my personal space, smelling like must, garbage truck juice and peanut butter. So where do I go when I want to listen to music and socialize? The Lounge..... You have your own personal space, you can sit at a table and have a few drinks with some females (or men whatever your into. I don't judge.)
THINGS I HATE ABOUT THE CLUB:
Have you ever tried to pick up a female and she can't hear you because of the decibels in the club, and you barely get her name because the synthesizers are unruly? Happened to me too many times. Or you cant get a drink because there are 6 THOUSAND people at the bar and the bartender is too busy with e pill poppers. Or at a hip hop club and it gets cut short thanks to Crime Mobb-"Knuck if you Buck". I don't know about you but I don't like dodging punches from a fight that I'm not in. Se at a lounge you can relax, get drinks in peace and have a strong convo with a woman of interest. And the atmosphere there is nothing that can go wrong. The calming of the lights and the modern furniture and the ambient music just soothes the mind. And to be in an atmosphere like this you must dress the par. And of course the women will be looking there best. High heels, freak'm dresses, perfectly accessorized accessories and perfect hair. LOVELY!!! I would definitely pick a lounge over a club any day or night. If you havent experienced Lounge Life, find you nearest lounge get dapper and step out. If you live in the Tri-State area I recommend going to Highline, 835 Washington St., New York, NY 10014
nr. Little W. 12th St. It is a Asian fusion restaurant on the main floor and then downstairs its a small little lounge but says a lot. Very Chill. Or if your in Jersey go to LUA,1300 Sinatra Dr. Hoboken, NJ 07030. Great place to take a date. Restaurant is lovely. Trust Lounging is the shit!!!

INDIViUALITY

sTAND out fr0m the r3st. tHAT ha2 a1way2 b33n my m0tt0. wHY w0uld I ch00s3 2 b3 lik3 y0u wh3n c0uld b3 m3? Not to sound conceited or anything, but I think I'm a pretty cool dude. You may not think so, but thats the beauty about this life that we live. It is ran off everyone's opinion and chose to express themselves in their own way. At least in America (sometimes, but thats a whole other blog post). Where does it say in the rule book of life that I have to live a certain way? Last time I checked there is no fucking rules to this life shit. And if there is, somebody owes me a fucking rule book. History shows individuality leads to success. All the greats were individuals. They thought with their own minds, created their own worlds, lived by their own rules. For example, Albert Einstein, crazy ass hair. looked like he smelled bad, but is considered one of the smartest men to ever live. George Lucas, made fantasy world and didn't care what anyone thought about it... Even though to me Star Wars is whack, he has thousands of FOLLOWERS from being an individual. George Bush.......... He's an idiot, but he stood out as an individual. A dumb one but individual nontheless. Think about it the world would be pretty damn boring if every1 was exactly the same. I am happy to be different. I embrace my indiviuality and if you don;t like it, you can suck a fat one and keep on following!!!! LOSER!!!

Welcome

First off I want to THANK YOU for visiting the mind of T.W-Ford. Here you will read about things that inspire me, frustrate me, and my views on everyday life. You defiantly will read my opinion on a lot things that may be controversial and most of the time it won't be candy coated, it will be raw and uncut. So if you have virgin eyes and are afraid of a couple of words that can classified as "bad", I apologize in advance.... But really..... I don't give a shit. Well now that's out the way, lets get started. :-)